BUNDA

this post is for my super hero. my role model. my mom.

you know, every girls have a unique relationship with their mom. some of them are real close, some of them are not. for me, my mom is like my everything. i am very close really really close to my mom, maybe it’s because my dad’s job made him work far away separate from us, and my li’l sissy was born 7years after my being an only child. so it’s like I spent almost all of my childhood time with my mom.

my mom is my soulmate. it’s nearly impossible for me to hide something from her. she’s magically know when something goes wrong. she knows all of my strories. my scores, grades, difficulty in school, anxiety about future, she also knows ALL of my crushes, best friends, gossips about me. i know she’s quite protective. well she is protective, but i can’t help myself being happy protected. i know she did that for myself.

gue baru boleh jalan-jalan bareng temen2 gak pake ditemenin itu… SMA. hahaha gue tau gue tau cupu banget emang. tapi gue gak pernah punya nyali buat ngelawan, gue tau banget nyokap gue ngelarang itu ada alesannya. gue juga nggak pernah boleh pacaran. haha selain emang belom ada yang berminat, kayanya doa nyokap gue kenceng tuh. ngerti sih gue, jadi yaaa gue gak pernah membangkang dan misuh2. kecuali tiba2 gue dijodohin nah laen cerita itu~~ sampe kuliah gini, gue masih ribet ijin kalau mau pergi2. ya selain rumah gue yang diujung dunia ini, jadi transportnya agak rempong, nyokap gue juga pasti pengen tau gue jalan sama siapa, mau ngapain aja. ya wajarnya ibu-ibu lah… ke anak SMP tapi. hahaha nggak papa, gue malah kaget kalo tiba2 ibu gue kagak nanya macem2.

gue deket banget sama nyokap. ibaratnya, gausah ngomong banyak udah bisa baca pikiran satu sama lain. nyokap gausah ngomong, gue tau, kapan nyokap gue diem capek, diem sakit, diem males ngomong, atau diem marah. yah maybe it’s like what people called..soulmate? or maybe it’s a strong bond between me and my mom.

gue tau banget, sebenernya berat buat orang kayanya nyokap gue yang sedeket itu sama gue, dan seprotektif itu buat ngelepas gue ngekos. jadi gue bangga banget sama nyokap gue yang bisa ngelepas gue di luar kota. bahkan ngendaliin diri untuk nggak nelfon tiap hari karena nyokap gue tau kadang itu ngeganggu…. i’m so proud of you. gue tau itu berat buat nyokap gue, tapi nyokap gue selalu bilang “harus bisa mulai melepas”

gue gak bisa ngomong apapun. gue abis kata kalo ngomongin nyokap gue. aku sayang bunda.

hiks nangis kan:”(

maaf ya taun ini aku gak kasih hadiah apa2. hari ibu tiap hari kok :* sini aku pijetin *HUGS